Kanavugal...

kanavugal en eshtam
nadapadum nadakadadum avan eshtam
kanavugal ellayel
vazhkai enge...
nambikai ellayel
kanavugallai enge thedudal
palavida kanvugal
kadalai enni selavaigal
edir kalathai nenaithu selavaigal
vazhkai pirapu erapu ethanai vagaikal
ennangalai seragadiku parakadipadu kanavugal
muyarchigalai pookalena malara cheivadu kanavugal
thonriya muyarchigalai seragalludan paraka viduvadu kanavugal
vettrigalin adi kanavugal
nadiyenum vazhkayin padaye kanavugal
vazhkai mudinda udanum vazhum sela kanavugal
naam erukiroma erakiroma vazhum sela kanavugal
pala kanavugalai kannungal
ellai ella vazhakayai ennungal
adai adaya muyarchi seyungal
surya kadirena olirungal
karrena (air) paravungal
neerena payungal
vetri sigaram adayungal
varungal kanavugalin ullagathirkul!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 65 - Thedal!

un kangalil
ennai thedinal
naan kedaikavillai
un udadugalil
en peyarai thedinal
adu kedaikavillai
un kundalil
en mugathai thedinal
angum kedaikavillai
un manadil
ennai thedinal
angum naan kedaikavillai
erudiyil
un kaladiyil
en ullam thedinal
un peyarai enni enni un padathil
adu thudi thudikradu nadiyin veliyil
vanda meengal pol!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 49 : Ennaval!
aranda neenda koondal
kayal vizhigal
then kinnamena udadugal
sundi ezhukum kazhuthu
pala chozhayana kadugal
arandu virinda kaigal
vandu anaika thoondum udal
aiyo...enna kolludu..un ninaivugal


Number 50:Unarchigal

enna naan solluven
epdi naan solluven
en manadai thottu unaradi
en padai arivayadi
en nenjil vandu sayndu paradi
ennai katti unarndu kuradi
theriumadi
naan un mel vaithirpadu kadhalillai en uyiradi!

Number 51: En seivadu naan!

unnai enninen
kavidaigalai pozhinden
un kaladyil samarpiten
un kayal vizhigaluku arpithen
un sparisathin adimai naan
solladi en seivadu naan!


Number 52: sorgam!

enrenrum
unnudan selavazhikum
oru oru nimidumum
sorgam!


Number 53: kattupadu

enna naan seivadu
en kattupadill ella nan...
un kattu koppil ullen naan
nee kann simitinal en uyir sendru varigiradu
nee thendrela nagarndal
en udal
silirkiradu
enna ulagamidu
unn kadal ellamal
nee ellamal!


Number 54: ennul nee

unnai naan thakki en seivadu
enna naan thakkugirano
ellai unnai naan pugazhgireno
neeum naanum orillayo!
naam unarchium unarvum uyirum ondrallavo
ennuyire ennidam varuvayo!
kalapayo!


Number 55: enna naan seya

enna naan seya
unnai naan enna enna
varthigal ennangal padalgal kottuginrana
ullamum unarvum varthaigulum thulluginrana
un mel kadhala uyira ellai anba pasama
theiyavella en kanmaniye..en ponmaniye..neeye solladi
badil edarkadi!


Number 56: artham

unnudan pesum oru oru nodiyum
oru oru nenaivum
oru oru ennamum
en vazhnalai arthamakum
en muchu karrai arthamakum

Number 57: ennai ezhanden

ennal ennai kattu padutha eyalavillai
en varthigalai katti kakka theriyavillai
en ennangalai nirutha mudiyavillai
muchai pol vandu kondey
errukinrana ullathay
thirandu! en seivadu
en kanne en ponne en uyire en kadhale sollu!

Number 58: enna anenadi!

ethanai ezhuthukal
ethanai kanavugal
ethanai ennangal
unadu ullam uyir udal evaigal
ennai kolla kolla
naan uli konda sirpiyo
naan padagano
oviyano
kavi eludubavano
ennovallome anen adi
un oruthiyin nenaipal
nerupal
suttavan anenadi
aruviyil
vizhundavan anenanadi
malayil
nirpavan anenadi
enadi
en enda kadal en enda mogamadi!

Number 59: vandai!senrai!

eppodu ennul vandai
epdi ennul chenrai
engirndu nuzhayndai
enre puriyavillayadi
nee karrai vandai
thendralai veesinai
manamai surrinai
unarvai kalandai
vazhndai kadhalai
senrai uyrai!


Number 60:kadalin padai

un golosoli ketten
ullam thulli parandadu
un manasoli ketten
manadenidam erundu pirindadu
un uyrosai ketten
en uyir osaladiyadu
un kadalin oli ketten
en kadal unnai adaindadu!

Number 61: saran adainden!

unn kundalai mudindai
punnagayai kattinai
vizhayai virithai
pasathai
kottinai
uyirai urindai
annamena nadandai
mayilena adinai
kuyilena padinai
en uyir ullam udal kalam ellame un saranadi!

Number 62:padathil naan

nee vandai en vazhkail
vasandam ulle vandadu vasalil
un mel kadal kolgayil
sorgathai kanden ulagathil
nee ennai vittu pirindu sellugayil
uyir unadu padathil!

Number 63: ethirkalam

unnai enninen
ezhuthukalin ennangalin kanuvugalin ennikayai marenden
un manadai unarnden
en manadena onrirupadai maranden
un vazhkai enadakinen
un kanavai en kanavakinen
un ennangalai enadakinen
un kashtangalai kavalaigalai ennul konden
kadinamana ennangalai agarrinen
vazhkayay oli mayamakinnen
vaa..vazhalam pagiralam naam edir galathai!

Number 64:pirinduvittadu!

nimidangal parakka parakka
naan unnai nenaika nenaika
nee ennai parka parka
ullam enidimellayadi
eniyum ennal kattu koppil vaika mudiyavillayadi
padugaka theriyavillayadi
pirindu vittadu ennidam erundadi
adaindu vettadadi unnai nadi!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 40: ennai kavarndaval!

erandu meengal
adil erandu vayrangal
peragu kar megamena kundal
oor koormayana kili pol mooku
piragu then kinnamena udadugal
arumayana surulgal
vilum mudigal
thalampoovena kalazhuthu
nillavu
unnai parthu
aiyo ennoru nilavu
ena ennumo

Number 41: unadu arugil!

karmegangal naduvil
pani malayil
mazhai thuligal
enna thigil...
arugil
parthal
un kundal naduvil
kazhuthil..
viyarvai thuligal!

Number 42: Unnai kanda Nan!

un kangalai kanden...
en gavanathai thanden
nadu kattil kuyilena un osai ketten
en ennangalai thanden
pin
pookalena un sparisam kanden
thukkathai vitten
palena thooimayana un manadai unarnden
manadai vitten
kadalena ellai ella un pasathai perren
ulagai maranden
ellavarirkum melana un kadalai konden
en manadai thanden
kadal konden
nimmadiyai venran
amaidi perren
ulagirke sonnen!

Number 43: Kadal enge?

kangalal ennai kaidu seidai
manadal ennai venrai
erudiyil en edayathal ennai suttai
un vizhiyil thornriyada en kadal
un nettri mottil udithada en kadal
un uyiril kalandada en kadal
un sparasithil thendralil erundada naam kadal
erukalam!
anal..
nitchayamadi un kaladiyil eppodu en kadal!


Number 44: Manadenge?

unnai kanden
vizhil vizhunden
unn kar megathai kanden
mazhayai thuvirnden
unn then madu kinnathai kanden
theniyena moithen
un azhagana eru kadugalai kanden
thonga nenainden
un kazhuthai enninen
adil thangamena minna enninen
un kodiyana edayay parthen
pinna nenaithen
un nenjathai kanden
unara nenaithen
un madiyai unarnden
thoonga nenaithen
un kaigalai konden
ullagai marenden
un ullathai venren
sorgam adainden
un padathai kanden
en manadai konden!

Number 45: En Seiven ennuyire?


un kangalai kaidu seyava
un kadugalai adaika seyava
un vayai unmayana enbathai unara seyava
unnule thagathai enna seyava
un sparasathai thendrelena varudava
un melliya edayay thottu minna seyava
unnai ada seyava
unnai pada seyava
ullam negela seyava
uyrai vida seyava
mandai koduka seyava
ellai ennai maraka seyava...
soll en uyirei...enna nan seya...

Number 46- Marapoma?

enda suriyan udika marandalum
nilavu kulira marandalum
pookal manaka marandalum
manidan thoonga marandalum
ulagam surra marandalum
nee enn pechai marandalum
naan enn moochai marandalum
namm nenaivugal ennrenrum marapoma!


Number 47: Pinamavena?

enn arigil vandai
edayam thandai
sparisam unarndai
negizhndai
en manadai sumandai
eppodu en edayathai udaithai
ennai suttai
soll kanne..enn ennai suttai
naan vali thanguvena...
kal pol uli thanguvena
selayana vadivena
ellai penamena avena!


Number 48: En?

en ennai kandai
en ennidam pesinai
en ennidam pazhaginai
en ennai unnai unara cheidai
en ennai un sparisam thoda cheidai
en ennai katti adinai
en enn mel anbu kondai
en pasam thandai
en pirindai
en pirivai thandai
en valayai thandai
en ullathai udaithai
en uyirai pirithai
en ennai konrai
namm kadalai konrai!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 33:

nee azhagu
un kaanaazhagu
unn suralazhagu...
meluguvarthi (candle) anen adi unazhagai parthu!
velakeru!en vazhkaiku!

Number 34:

poovai pol..
enn manathil
nee thonrivittal
naan udiramal
epdi erupadu!

Number 35:

ellai enral vendumena thondrum
erundal aiyo enru thondrum
oru oru vinadiyum valikum
ullam negizhum
amam! aduve thanimai!

Number 36:

un punnagayai parthen..
roja malarvadai parthen
un kangalai parthen
sorgathai unarnden
un kundalai parthen
erunda megangalai kanden
unn kann thuligal
mazhai thuligal
nee azhudal
en udal
ullam nadungamadi...
nee sirithal
ullam negizhumadi
nee kadalithal
uyire urugumadi
enn kaneen ennai kadalithu vidu...
ellai kondru vidu
uyirai eduthu vidu
ellai ullathai koduthu vidu


Number 37:

nee en pakam erundalladi
ulagathai edirpenadi
un ullathai vendralladi
enda ullagathayai velvenadi..
thozhi...
un ullathai vendral..
pinbu ulagam edarku...
neeye en ulagam
neeye en ullam...
enda jagam
enda janmam
ellam
unaku samarpanam!


Number 38:
kangal mudinal
naam kazhinda natkal
en munnal
kadhugalai mudinal
un golusin osai
en ullathil
mounathil erundal
un kulungal
en manadil
dyanathil erundal
un nenaivugal
en arivil
uyiril
kalanduvidu en arugil vanduvidu
ennai mananduvidu...ellai maithuvidu

Number 39:

enda vayagam
ennai paratinalum
enda ulagam
ennai serattinalum
endrum endrenrum
naanum en ennangalum
en ullamum en sinamum en siramum
ellamum
un annaikum
kadalukum...endrendrum...enda jagam
vazhum varaikum...
adimayagum!

Kadal Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 32:
vizhigalai mudinen en devadaiyai kanden
kadhugalai mudinen kuyilosai ketten
saptham ellada edam chendren aval moochai ketten
manathai thedinen..aiyo tholaindu vittadu
piragu kan therinden thuyil ezhunden
oh kanavo...endrinnennen
pinbu parthal avalai nerilaye kanden
uyir thurenden
ullam thurenden
mei marenden
kadalithen!
uyirthelunden
ullam negelthen
aval pesa thudithen
avalai kana thudithen
avalai unara thudithen
avale naanenrinnen
nane aval endru mudiveduthen
manenden
vazhnden
eranden!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 24:

ennai koduthen
unnai konden
en ullathai koduthen
un ullathai vendi
unnai enni
thanduvidu
un ullathai uyirai nenaipai siripai
ellai enral unadu nezhalai(shadow) mattum kodupai
podum enda janmathirku!
vazhndu kattuvadarku!

Number 25:


undan kannathil kuzhi...
aruviyin suzhiyo
ellai boomiyil pudai kuzhiyo
ellai ellai
en manadil adu erpaduthum badipay...
anda kuzhi...
kuzhiyay mudi vidu..ellai manadai koduthu vidu..

Number 26:

unnai parthen kangalai ezhanden
unnai ketten ketpadai marenden
unnai unarnden nenjam ezhanden
unnai adainden uyirai ezhanden
nejame uyire ezhanden..

Number 27:

malargalai parthen...
poorithen
mazhayai unarnden
nenainden
suryanai kanden
negiznden
unnai parthen
maranden
ennai maranden
un manadai adainden!

Number 28:

nee kangalai mudinalum
un vizhagal ennai parkum
nee mounamaga erundalum
un saptham enaku ketkum
nee ennai gavanika villai enralum
neeye en gavanam
nee mandai kodukavillai enralum
naan adai venru viduven! gavanam

Number 29:

un udambennum kodi...
ennai vandu pinna vendumadi
un mandennum alai
vanda paya vendumadi
un kangalal ennai kaidu seiya vendumadi
un kaigalal ennai anaika vendumadi
epdi oru vazhkai kedaikumadi
kidaithal uyire viduvenadi
adutha vinadi!
solladi!
badil kuradi!

Number 30:

enna naan ketpadu...
en ethanai naal en vazhvil varuvadarku
en ethanai nodigal en uyiril kalapadarku
en oru vazhnaal en ullathai kolvadarku
un vizhiyal un swasathal oru nimidathal konru vidu...
kanne kondru vidu ellai vittu vidu ellai koduthu vidu
en manadai uyirai swasathai

Number 31

en kangalai mudinen un kangalai kanden
en kadai mudinen un kuralai ketten
en pechai marenden un pechai enninen
en uyirai thurandal nee vazhvaya!
apdiyenral naan thirumba thirumba uyirai thurapen!

Kadalai Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 20

un kundalile nan vizha...un pudavayle en kai pada
un nenjile naan vara..en nenjile nee vara...
nam uyirgal alaigalana kalakka
kadal vandadadi en penne enaku un mel kadaladi kanne

Number 21

un kaygalai pidithu...un thalai mudigal en mel pattu..
mella mella..un udamben mel pattu
mei silirthu
manam parithu
uyire sendradadi


Number 22

nee ellayadi ennai kavayakiyadu..
unnai padithavan ennai padaithavan
nam vidiyey padithavan

Number 23

onnai kanden
nenjam uriginen
mei marenden
en seiven
nenjai ezhanden
uyirai maranden
eraivan!
ellayena anan
ulagame ellayena anan
piragu naane ellayana anan
enseivadu...ena yosithen
erudiyil unnai kadilithen!

Aimless...

Lets look back at the path in which I had traveled in the past 25 years. When I was some 3 years old, my dream was to be a school teacher. Then came the realization, Oh God we should talk in English to be a teacher. So I decided that its a difficult aim in my life. So the best thing I could do was to change the aim rather than to achieve it.

A few years passed by, then came the era of Cricket, then wanted to be a cricketer. I even tried it. In parallel, there was something happenning with my studies. The only paper in which I was scoring atleast bearable marks was Computer Science. I still remember those days when I used to sit and regret seeing the report card, and think Oh God why they are not including Computer Science marks to arrive at ranks. So there was also an ambition within me to become a Computer Engineer. With these aims being alive within me, I continued to live life.

My friend during that time used to put me off saying any body can become an Engineer but only a few can become a Chartered accountant. (Seriously didnt know wat was that).I used to laugh at him for having said that. Coz my belief was that Engineers are the best.

Then, came the time when I had chose a path., can you belive it, I chose Commerce with Computer Science. Dont really know why I chose it though.

Before this happenned, I even tried my hand with Cricket. Went for a coaching camp. Yeah wore all the arms and ammunitions needed for Cricket, walked to the pitch and stood there. The very glimpse of the pace bowler coming in and pitching the ball made me tremble. I hit the ball hard, but then it didnt even cross the 15 yard circle. Then ran and ran, it was like running a 100 m race for me to score a run. Then I decided, yeah to change the aim once again. No more I want to be a cricketer.

Yeah so my new aim now was to finish MCA and become a software Engineer. But guess wat I went to CA Foundation training institute and joined there. You know for wat, so that I can train myself in Statistics to get into MCA. How stupid can I think? Then came the D day when the exams came.I was performing very well in the classes there and also decent marks in Foundation. Cleared it! Oh Oh wat now...

Confusion caught me. In this confusion I chose the aim of Software engineer, went to NIIT even took their entrance exam, enrolled for GNIIT paid the fees.

Now, the next day had a talk with my uncle, ooops what was the result? Change of aim again. I decided to become a Chartered accountant...


Days went..Years went..I was maturing. (Thanks to SRS) then came the world of Functional consulting. The more I got to know of it. The more it was thrilling to me.

Incidentally completed Chartered accountancy...

Then became a functional consultant. Which was my aim!

But then was I happy with it? No. Then came systems audit.

Took it twice. Jus cundnt ace it. felt it was not for me. Decided to scrape the aim...

Incidentally I also became good with investing in shares..thanks to the ET, Business week, Money control, NDTV and etc of the world which helped me and helps me.

Finally wats my aim now? Really am I aimless now?

No..There are a few in mind and also heart..

But still there are a few changes in me. Till last year I was chasing my dreams working towards them, everything seemed achievable. But now I do not.

May be thats the reason am feeling empty and aimless..May be Distractions!

Will I get over them! Its Him and Time to answer! I should but!