4m Anantha

Reflection of my thoughts!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Kadal Kirukalgal Contd...

Number 19: Pirivu..Udal....


Ammavasai eravil..
mudiya kangal...
thanimyin vattathil..
erunda aranda nanainda kangal..
Vidiyalana vandai
kanalena paindai alayena painthai ennathai
mellia thendrelena saralena un ninivugalai pozhindai
pinnen tholaindai...kanne en asthamithai
vidiyalai enni nilavai parthu unnai
thedi thedi thoyndenadi...
udal (seperation) vendamadi
edarku erape meladi
kondruvidu ennai ellai vidinduvidu!
kadalai paipai..en manadil!

En thavam sivam...

kalayil udikum suriyan
kozhandai mugathil punnagai
pookalain manam
purakalin kutam
alaigalin satham
en manam un manam
manida neyam!
evai anaithukume en sivam
Manida neyam elladan pinam
eduve en sivam
Neyame sivam ! Anbe sivam! sivame en thavam!

Friday, May 25, 2007

Search..

Then,

When I was born, was searching for warmth...
When I started walking, was searching for things, to push them down, or pull them down
When I started running, was searching for a suitable place to hide from my parents
When I started kindergarden, was searching for a place to hide my books

a few years back,

Search for ambition
Search for my goals
Search for my aspirations
Search for my dreams...

Now,

Search for support
Search for Pride
Search for love
Search for warmth
Search for more dreams
Search for Money....

You can just keep saying...when will we end this search..will the final search be our soul itself...

still no..i guess the final search will be God...and to surrender ourselves to God..

Will that be it..or still more..dont ever no..still.

Anyways will continue searching...tats what i can do best now..

PS: This is an erratic blog..jus reflecting my mood this second. plz ignore..

Monday, May 21, 2007

Kadalai kirukalgal...ooops..in tanglish..number 18 updated...

Number 1:

aval yaaro yaroo enni
than kathu kondirnden enni
androru naal vandal aval
nila velachathil vaygarai orathil
rojakalin pinnanil therena nadandal
mayilena adinal kuyilena serithal
eni aval ennai vittu chenral
en uyrillai..am en uyir enadilla..enimel

Number 2:

thannan thaniyaga ninren...oor thivil
aval vandal
en vazhkai enra thottathil
malarnda roja vanal...vadividadey..enn uyirey!

Number 3:

ennai kandai ennai ezhanden
ennai kavrnadai mei maranden
ennai pugazhandai ulagathai marenden
ennai adaindai ennaye ezhanden..

Number 4:

vandai senrai thirudinai
en parvayai...
parthai kavrndai tholaithu vitten
en edayathai...
pesinai serithai ezhandu vitten
en uyirai...
meetu tharuvai..en uyire..uyirin uyire

Number 5:

enge enge enru vizhigal thediyadu
eval dano enru arivu enniyadu
avale dan enru ullam karudiyadu
minnalena un kannai partha pin uyire ponadu...
uyir kettu ninren ollam endi ninren en uyire..uyirin uyire..

Number 6:

unnay enru kana naan
natchathram elada vanamum
meengal ellada kadalum
thenikal ellada malarum
kadal ellada ulagamum
pola manam nondu nondu uruginen...

Number 7:

undan nenjamidathil
endan uyir unnidathil
enda ulagam namm kayil
thai naade namadu kovil..

Number 8:

nee kirukinaale avai kavyangal
nee kalanginale adu mazhai thuligal
nee olarinale adu kavidaigal!

Number 9:

nee vinavyadu vinadigaluku
vazhkaiku
ellai enbadu enda arpanaku
nangu
therium...kavalai edarku unaku

Number 10:

ennai paratti enna payan
unnai parthu unn kannai parthu
oor parattu vizha nadathu
aduve enda varigalin mudugellumbu

Number 11:

enda mozhu nilavil
oru karai padindal
adu azhaguku azhagu..

Number 12:

edu varai eru natchathringalai parthen
eduve ulagam enru nenaithen viyanden
eppoludu mozhu nelavai parthen
mudal murai azhagin arthathai unarnden viyanden!
eraivanai parthu en ethanai azhagai maraithai enbada,
ellai endravadu azaghai kattinai endru nanri solvada! (as usual achirya kuri)

Number 13:

un kangalai parthen suriyanai maranden
un siripai parthen rojavin edazhgalai marenden
un pechai ketten kuyilin osaayai marenden
un manadai unarnden..ennaye naan marenden
un amaidi ejagathin amaidi ena unarnden...

Number 14:

engu sinrai sella kiliyee
en manadai killi
vendru vitten enru ninaithen unnai
anal vandu vittan yemen pinnei....

(when the girl whom the guy loves dies)

Number 15

neer kanda parvai
anal baradi kanda pudumai pennalla
tholli thirium kangal
anal avai meengal alla
koormayana kangal
anal avai ambugal alla
nee avarai payan paduthalam uyirai kolla..

Number 16:

nee kodutha 2 naalum adigam
naan ketta 4 naalum adigam
unnai nenaithal
unn kangalai nenaithal
kavidagal kavidaigal kavidaigal
nodigalil

Number 17:

un azhagai vadikalam enral en kangal ennunm koduthuvaikavillai
un gunangalai vadikalam enral en unarvugal ennum koduthuvaikavillai
un kadalay vadikalam enral en nenjam koduthuvaikavillai
un vazhakayai vadikalam enral en vazhkai poravillai!
en seivadu eduve andavanin sitham...enadu bagyam..enda orkut porumillai!

Number 18:

suryan ella ulagam pol
nilavella eravu pol
osayilla kadal(sea) pol
nee ella naan pol ;)
un kannenum kanalai parkamal erunden
un sabtham kekkamal erukkiren
en ethanai sodanai nibandai
en uyirai swasathai
marapen..unnai
alla..varuvai malarvai
un punnagayai!
motte! (bud)